‘Faith in the God’ defeats me…

Each night decides to self,
Wake up early and exercise,
The ‘Snooze’ of alarm defeats me

Fight to keep myself calm
On road to office n in traffic jam,
The mad rush and wrong turns defeat me

Wish to greet each one
With open heart and big smile, but
the ‘fight inside’ defeats me

Want to shout at one and all
Telling them I am ‘not to be USED’ at all
But the thought of “everyone fighting their own battle” defeats me

Wish to leave everything and
Skirt of all the responsibilities,
But the hunger and liabilities defeat me

Enough of this and Enough of that
Take the resolve to stop all that, but
‘will manage for one more day’, defeats me

Many a times,
Rethink continuing the life, but
‘the faith in the God’ defeats me.

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