Grudges we hold…

Are you holding a grudge? About?

Today’s prompt is very touchy.

There is no one grudge, but for me it’s too many.

From very small to very big. it all starts with –

Why it rains when I forget umbrella

Why can’t I be careless like others

Why can’t I say “NO” that easily

Why do I suffer because of others wrongdoings and why I can’t tell them it’s because of them

Why do I care so much of others’ emotions

If “one does good then good happens with him” why this always can’t be true

I have strong faith in God, but then why do I worry so much

During fight, I don’t remember valid points but when at night 3 am why do I remember so many

Why do I am not confident despite I know I am sure of things I know

Why do my mind can’t be stable as I strongly believe in destiny

Is it because God made me like this and if so why God made me like this…