Have you ever experienced it?

You are walking through a busiest market place with noises of all types, still there is a song you humming to self with no distraction at all

You keep thinking of someone in a party full of people, talking to them, laughing but that one person in your mind keep thinking of that one person all through this

You keep singing that song since childhood and youth, you literally know that by-heart, you even remember who sang it, everything but just the lyrics…

Then you are busy as usual, having no thought of that song and at the busiest moment it comes to you — yes that’s the song I was looking for that day.

You keep looking at a face, not knowing to that person, you keep looking at them and wishing once they should look at you, your bus/car/train keep moving not letting that happen and at the very last minute that person looks at you giving you a strange satisfaction

You are hundred percent sure of something, you are going to make it, no questions but still as once in a blue moon thing, it doesn’t — did you experiment that as well

Or

All the world out there shows and says that it’s not possible, all the intelligence, science, experiences say not going to happen, but somewhere in your heart, you still want it to happens and voila…it happens

At an emotional scene watching a movie, all others crying and you try hard not to show emotions and give a forcible laugh on how others are too emotional and you are not, but when in private, you can’t hold on to tears recollecting that scene or moment.

You read lot on stoicism, Buddhism and many ‘isms trying to tell how it’s better to be keep self in control, but you sometimes give-in and burst out, then the feeling of bursting out gives you more satisfaction than to act as what said in the respective ‘isms.

But sometimes you act as a mature and despite the blames, wrongdoings of others, you forgive them making a strange pact with self, saying this is not the end of the world.

And lastly, did you ever think of writing such experiences to the world may be making you seem a fool but still you go for it…